Sinful Crush
He rubs me the wrong way.
His rubs turn into rashes and then he cuts me
For the things I can never say.
The things and the thoughts that run through my head
The feelings I have, that I will never utter or dare to be said
I can’t stand him so much that I stand him
And the signals and hints that I have
I handed him
But it never fails he tosses them right back and doesn’t show a glimpse
Of the feelings that I have towards him
Will he ever see how much I think of the
The…..?
Yes, the
The one who I can’t stand to ignore
The one who I hate with a passion to adore
The one who I smile and frown at all at the same time for
Now don’t get it twisted this is not love, nor is this lust
This is nothing more than a sinful crush
Yes a sinful crush
So sinful that I’m nauseous and need to puke
These words onto paper just at the thought of you
I never meant to feel this way
But I can’t control the things I dream just the things I say
I despise the thought of you walking my way.
The words to say I can’t and I choke
Thoughts of just dismissing you keep effing with me
But the essence of me just can’t leave you alone
I don’t condone your behavior of making me ill
And I don’t approve of you making me spill or spit
My thoughts of you
Of course you and I will never be
So you do you and ill do me
Cause you and I won’t ever see or ever talk of…. WE
Hence, you and I will never be
But as for the thoughts and the dreams
This sinful crush you’ll never see
I don’t understand why you have to be so mean!
